Fix up,Look sharp

You know there's this one day where whatever that you do or intended to do is just not right and failed miserably as if the world is in some sort of conspiracy to make you feel down? There's one time a couple of weeks ago when i was on standby 2 which means it start at 9:30am until 3:30 pm. I thought of doing some productive activities instead of not doing anything at home i.e go to the bank,go to the dentist,buy stationary etc.

So there i went to the bank early,right at that bloody moment where i want to get the numbers,boom there's a power shortage thus put a halt to the banking operations.ok boom sounds a bit dramatic but you get the idea.So i thought okayyy never mind i can just walk to this new dental clinic right behind the building only to find out that they're closed! i was starting to get pissed off. But no worries there's another three clinic around the area.I was a bit reluctant to move my car since to find an empty parking spot in that business area is just almost impossible at that hour.Anyway it was scorching hot that day so i got no choice but to drive to the next clinic.

Then i found a parking spot close enough to the clinic.But! there's few city council officers around were doing some random check and issuing summons car to car to those who didn't pay for the parking ticket.When i look at my coin comparent in the car i realized that i do not have any single coins,not a single coin with me. I was like shitttt! Why oh why. Ok never mind i went to the shop nearby and asked whether i can change my note to coins and yes they dont have it either. Can you believe it? I got no choice again but to move my car. I do not want to get any summons as i've learnt my lessons when i had to pay 400bucks for illegal parking at the airport.

Next i went to the stationary shop to buy some stuff and thought of reloading my touch n go card since they can do it. But no,right at the moment their servers went down.

So i went again to the other clinic and for some reason they are closed as well!

I was like that's it im gonna go back and sleep. That's exactly what i did. And thank God they didnt call me up for flight. If not i would've been the biggest bitch in flight that day.

Last two days i flew with this Captain. An expat. Right from the beginning when i greet him at flight ops i didnt like him and i knew it's not gonna be a pleasant flight. I was like damn it,it's pekan baru and surabaya. It's gonna be one hell of a long day.Boy was i right! He was so annoying and utterly rude to the cabin crew.Everything is just not right for him. He keeps complaining,asking ridiculous stuff to the ATC which i had to do when he's flying,it was really embarrassing really. I just couldn't wait for the flight to be over. During the last sector he flew back to KUL and right before we were docking in,he said something that really just make my hair stands up and my blood boiling. I was like 'Bitch whatt?! you did not just said that and put it on me!' Of course i didn't say it out loud.In the word of Kelly 'Cause my momma taught me better than that!' If it weren't because of my dad's name and the reputation that i have to hold,i would have just lashed out and scream at the top of my lung in front of him. But i know it is not worth it. After the flight i didn't even look at him nor thank him. He tried to crack a joke with me but i just acted dumb.That type of person does not deserve my attention. I do love flying trust me but this type of people just making me feel like giving up on everything.I hope i can find the determination and courage to continue.

On a lighter note,while walking to the aircraft yesterday i bump into Sharman. He was just getting off from the flight. It was a peak hour,everybody was walking in every direction,i was too excited to give him updates on the things we talked last night i stopped in the middle for a short while.Right after we finished talking like for a brief 10 secs as i turned and start walking bammmm! I swear this is real,i hit into this lady with a baby in a stroller and another toddler holding her hand.F**k! Everybody was looking and i swear right at that moment i feel like walking right into the aircraft engines and let 'em suck me in. aiyooo it was embarrassing i tell you and i didnt look back after that and walk faster to catch up with my Captain.FML.