Just a lil bit longer

So i found this really good place to buy books in Amcorp Mall after two attempts! Lol I went there the first time on my own only to actually bought quite a handful of books from a second hand bookstore. I thought that was the one that my friend described but i was wrong,there's actually another one on the same level. I felt so stupid because seriously the bookstore that she mentioned is smack in front of the one that i went in at first. Anyway i think i had a book orgasm when i went inside. They're so ridiculously cheap and new! I really was a happy man that day. Now the problem is i don't have enough space to put em' all not to mention when i'll be able to finish em'!

I flew to Macau again few days ago. It was my sector and yeah Rwy 16 in used. Again i was a happy man. I'm sorry but i really feel like an accomplishment when i managed to do the approach. Some pilots might think it's really nothing. Oh well whatever.

I also flew with this really pretty leading whom i've flown with few times. She's just really nice and i can really talk to her about relationship life etc although it was for a mere few minutes cause obviously she can't be staying in the cockpit for too long. She was telling me her experience in Monaco representing our company for some event, cause she's one of the 'flower pot', the term we use for stewardesses cum model. She was saying how perfect the life is there,how they were treated like princess and how people would do anything just to get under someone elses pants. Cause money really talks and there's no such thing as one can have too much money. They're that rich. So i was teasing her ' did you get any old balding CEO with 3 yatch and 20 lamborghini asking you to marry him and live happily ever after?' she goes 'darling, there's no such thing as happily ever after. All they care about is whether they can get their hands on me and i'm so much better than that.' For the record she is single and she's been saying how independant she is that she change her own bulbs and do stuff on her own. She also said that she is not ready to have a relationship. I used to think like her that i wasn't ready. But the truth is we are ready. It's just that we haven't met the right one. We're always ready. And no matter how much i think that karma will bite me back one day for rejecting people, i think i ought to stay truthful to my ownself first if not to other people. In the end i gotta to make decision on what is best for me.

It sure does get a lil bit tiring sometimes but hey i know i am not alone.The ridiculous thing that people would do when they fall in love or at least that's what they thought at first. I myself did pull up a few crazy stunts but at least i tried. And i certainly knows my limit. Even though they came in your life for a while,but that was short happy moments you look forward to.Sometimes this small thing worth remembering.When there's a voice telling you 'this is pathetic' then you know you should stop. Who knew the next one will stay a lil bit longer?

Right now there's just so many things i want to accomplish. Sometimes it drives me crazy because i want to do it all at once! I really gotta learn to be patience and not over analyze things. I guess that's a Virgos traits. We're tend to think too much and the least optimistic bunch of people.

Anyway was talking with bunch of FA's the other day, believe me you can lock me up in a room full of them but not with pilots. Boooooringgggg. One of them told me this story that i find really sad with the level of stupidity but it did cracked me up so hard. So they did this flight which i'm not gonna mention what route but there's this dude came out from the lavatory and went to this steward and told him 'your toilet seat is too high' and walk off. So the steward couldn't get what he actually meant so he brushed it off. Next thing you know there's a small scream coming from the next pax who went in after the dude. Yup you guess it right, he shit inside the sink! instead of the toilet bowl. Yes the bloody sink! I laughed so hard when he told me that.It still got me thinking how the hell he can shit while literally standing up cause obviously the sink is quite high. I pity them who had to clean it up but that was really funny. Hahahahaha.

My mum cooked nasi dagang today and again i'm a happy man. What i would do without my parents. Sometimes i wish that i will die before them so that i won't have to go home knowing that they won't be there.God forbid.

So how you all doing really? It'll be great if i could get to hear something from you guys. This song really sums up how i'm feeling at the moment and made me smile. Just remember things will work out after all. We just gotta be strong.

Don’t look fate can only find you
You can’t choose for something to surprise you
Set sail without a destination
Just see where the wind will take you
You never know when you're gonna fall
But I'm not worried
No I'm not worried

And I’m doing just fine
I’m always landing on my feet
In the nic of time
And by the skin of my teeth
I ain’t gonna stress
Cause the worst ain’t happened yet
Somethings watching over me
Like Sweet Serendipity